Voices in My Head

Why is my life falling apart?
Where did understanding go?
And the only ones who understand me,
All their voices are my own.
Am I crazy?
Am I wrong?
Am I a failure?
Am I worthless?
Your answer is no,
But your eyes say yes.
Can no one hear my screams but me?
Why can't I speak outside my head?
Why, when I do,
Does no one listen?
I'm not mute.
I'm visible.
So why do they act like they can't see me?
I'm right here.
Hello.
Don't you notice my tears?
Am I crazy?
Am I wrong?
Am I a failure?
Am I worthless?
I want so bad,
The answer to be no,
But the only ones who answer,
Are the friends in my head.
Can't somebody say it,
But the voices in my head.

Over here!
Yeah, it's me.
Sorry for bothering you.
Go back to what you were doing.
I'll be fine on my own.
So many lies,
Never the truth.
But what choice do I have?
They expect me to be perfect,
Might as well make them happy.
But it's never enough.
Am I crazy?
Am I wrong?
Am I a failure?
Am I worthless?
Why do I ask,
When I'm sure it's the truth?
No one has told me,
What I so long to hear.
That no matter my faults,
I'm good enough.
I must be crazy.
I must be wrong.
I must be a failure.
I must be worthless,
If the only people who think I'm cool,
Can only be heard,
By me.