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I'm kind of rubbish with doing anything with my DA asides from upload art. Sorry. So, if that's all you're interested in, then cooL! I fully intend to keep on uploading junk. But if you want to get all my personal deets and sketches and plans and junk, my tumblr is www.rebelinks.tumblr.com 

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So it's been a month since I made my last journal entry, although it feels like litterally yesterday all the coming home and birthday crap happened. School has been kicking my tush as of late, and as I speak I am.... 40 lessons overdue, geez. So I've been crazy crazy busy. My apologies for the lack of real art being made and uploaded.

So I guess I might as well update on projects you can cross your fingers to see in the future! I know I say this kind of thing a lot only to never do them, but sometimes I do do them, and the projects I've got lined up right now I'm pretty hyped about, so I think there's a higher probability to all this then normal.

So primary project right now is a RWBY fan-team I've been working on for about two or three months now. Shocker, right? Me doing something RWBY related, who would have guessed. I've got their characters, backstories, and weaponry figured out, and I intend to make some pretty official looking art of them, and hopefully in the near future I'm going to be animating my own trailers, writing my own music and all, the whole shebang. I'm pretty hyped about them, so you'll definitely be seing some art of ENCR soon.

Speaking of animation, I've got a ton of new ideas for that. I've been wanting to dip my fingers into animation for a while now, but I've only just now gotten to a point in my art career that I feel alright pursuing it. Now all I need is time, right? I've got a couple scenes from RWBY, Legend of Zelda, and Homestuck that I want to animate, along with a scene from the most recent Play Pals (if you haven't heard of that, google it! They're hillarious). I want to practice a bit before I dive into all that. So you'll see some of that soon too.

On top of all that, I've been invited to two different conventions next year, and I'm gonna go ahead and get started working on the prints I'm gonna be offering. I'ts gonna be a super great opportunity, and I've never been more excited for anything. Praise the Lord for the wonder that is John Tyler Christopher, cause I know I wouldn't be where I am now without him. He's taught me so much, and I am the most super of greatfuls.

On top of this, I've got.... two? Yeah, two different lyric comics that are actually in progress, one for Red Vs. Blue and one for Bioshock Infinite. Can't promise when you'll see those, because they are on the backest of back burners. But they are a thing.

So I've got a lot on my plate. But that's just kind of a summary of what I'm doing art wise. So, see you in a bit, I guess. I got school to do.

Welp.

Hello everyone! The three week gap between me and a good portion of the internet has ended, and I am back to you with an all new computer that I have never been more overjoyed to have. Good bye lags and crashes, hello double moniter! 

The state fair went well all things considered. I've been talking with my parents on the phone since the whole fight, and while it was a messy scenario, I think it really really opened up a better communication between us. And while I didn't want to be there, I had a good time, and made a bunch of new friends. Also! I've got a couple drawings that I can't wait to make into prints. They're so coooooool!!!! Really happy with them! You guys will agree, I'm sure.

All in all, I think what helped me most was you guys' comments. You were super sweet about it all, and I found that I kept going back to read them whenever I was getting upset. So thank you guys! You all rock!!!!

So, with that said, I'm off to color the sketches I've been making for the past three weeks. If you guys haven't yet, GO WATCH RWBY VOLUME 2. NOW. roosterteeth.com/archive/?id=9…  .  It's been stunning. The animation and the graphics and the characters and the music and the CHARACTERS and the costumes and the characters I just. It's great. Go watch it!!!! 

I am fifteen freaking years old and my father is forcing me to get a job two hours from home and live in a dorm for a month.

I am so scared and I have to leave tomorrow and I don't know what to do.

I was told about this a long time ago and everything seemed fine about it. But in the past week I've just been given the information about it and everything I had thought or been told has been so far off from what I now know. Every day I get more and more scared because this does not seem like a scenario I can handle and I am not able to back out thanks to my asshole of a dad and I'm having such a panic attack and I don't know what to do.

I just want to stay home and get the sleep I haven't been able to get all summer and finish up summer school and work on pursuing my career but I'm being forced into this dark tunnel because it'll 'give me experience' despite knowing that I could be recieving better, more relevant experience by staying home, but my dad isn't listening and I'm scared, I am so damn scared and I want to curl up into a ball and disapear I can't do this I'm not ready to do this I don't need to do this and I don't know what to do and I'm just. I'm scared. I'm scared and there's nothing I can do.